Friend zone

It's been 2years since you locked me here alone
In this favorite place of yours; The Friend zone

It's obvious that my only crime
Was making the first move at that time

You've snubbed me for too long
And I'm beginning to wonder what I did wrong

And if you check our inbox
You may find cobwebs inside
Because the conversation that existed between us
Died because of your pride

Each time I hear you tell him "ILY", I wish you don't mean it
Even when I looked into your future and couldn't find me in it

I can't cry you a river because I know you can't swim
And if not for insomnia, I could at least be the man of your dreams

I'm always BATTLING with nervousness whenever I'm at your door
So literary, I'm your KNIGHT in the shiny armor

Now I'm starting to believe that crushing on you is waste of time
But giving up is actually not my thing,so I don't mind

Before I sleep tonight,I'll pray as I was taught to do
Then hope that I'll wake up to messages sent by you


REFERENCES 
Jude Umoren, 'Friend zone' (online, 2021) <https://judeumoren.blogspot.com/2021/01/friendzone.html?m=1>.