𝕄𝕚𝕕𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝔾𝕖𝕞𝕤 - E31 - My Mind Is Dangerous

Did You Miss Me?

I was working my butt of getting out of Wonderland.

And guess what I heard...

I left Wonderland...Which means I am back in your real world.

I know nobody is seeing it, and it does not matter.
It does not matter that I am creating mindful gems, filled with light and laughter, filled with wonder

It´s been weeks, maybe months... no, tbh a lifetime that I have been searching for an answer, and the answer is not what is the way out of Wonderland. That is not even the question. I have been lost like Alice for one simple reason:
The last few chapters of my book have been evolving around this theme:
If I Am Not My Job
If I Am Not My Ego
If I Am Not My Role
Quien Soy?

Ｔａｋｅ Ｍｙ Ｈａｎｄ ＆ Ｔｒｉｐ Ｗｉｔｈ Ｍｅ

It has taken me five chapters, imagine that.
Only five!
And a lifetime of thinking to figure out such a basic question. But the next question would be..

Who I'm Meant To Be?´- Anthem Lights

For now, I satisfied my curiosity.
For now, I will let it go.
For now, I walk around smiling.
For now, I have finally found the answer to the question:

Who Am I? - Kode

For now, I know who I am. And you feel it, and you deal with it. It´s coming and you know it, you are throwing a fit because you don't like his shit but hell yeah I am whatever I say I am.

Eminem - The Way I Am

A journey along the guardrails of life, sometimes just over the edge, sometimes looking into the abyss. But I had to know, I had to see, this life had to be more than temporary, more than a chance encounter with destiny.

I kept searching, I kept sitting, and now I think I know, found something that feels fitting.

NEEDTOBREATHE - "Who Am I"

A never-ending journey, just like my book.
Why do we keep g(r)owing, when do we stop asking, how do you know that you found the one and true answer to that single most important question?

Alan Walker, Putri Ariani, Peder Elias - Who I Am

Maybe you should just read my book, but I get it. One hundred twenty chapters and counting.
And it might not even help, because damn my meaning of life is not to write self-help books that nobody reads, I definitely have got better things to do than to wonder who are you.
Things like: Who Am I and ponder on Who I am?

Jessica Andrews - Who I Am

These are such wonderful questions, and the answer is never right or wrong, but if you answer it, I can tell you one thing. Is that truly what you are, or just another label you or your world has put on top of what you truly are.

It is so much easier to say what I am:

Edie Brickell & New Bohemians - What I Am

And at some point, you need to let your mind breathe because this question is maddening, as you might have noticed from my latest sessions.

¿WTF Did I FinD?
No Way Nostalgia, I feel tears just freaking thing about the days....
No tiktok, no insta, no Twitter, no Facebook, best years of our lives!!!
We are still rockin 20 years later!

Avril Lavigne - Young & Dumb

Seriously, you see, sometimes you need to let it be, and you find gems to enjoy the moment without wondering about things that take a lifetime to figure out.

I am still here, and it´s twenty years later, no longer the rockstar, but life has gotten even better. That boy from back then seems to last forever, because I am still here, stronger than ever.

I WON'T BACK DOWN (Originally by Tom Petty) - Fearless Soul

Yes, I could not show the man, the myth, the legend without giving him some sort of credit, right?

I won´t back down, especially not now I know who I am, and what I found was so much more than I expected, I am so already enough.

Life was my gift, and it´s time that I truly start enjoying it. Savoring each moment, enjoying the present.

I Am Already Enough - Rachael Schroeder

Encore

I know this has been a heavy shitshow, but hey life can´t be madness seven days a week. Sometimes my brain cells, the three that I got left really need to work.

And I know what I do seems easy to so many, but trust me, there is really a need for all three when creating these sessions, nobody listens to. Well, nobody but you, of course.

A little more legend, damn this song secretly is so awesome and I did not notice that as much before but I do (living in the) now.

So if you wanna tag along my madness, it basically started around chapter:
115 and took 116, 117,118,119 to reach its boiling point in 120. Then 121 and 122 truly cooked my brainstew. So in 123 I decided to let it go, and that means next week.... no one knows what will happen in this crazy, creepy corner of my shriveling mind.

You might even find some familiar or more crazy good songs on the topic, in case you are that one individual who actually enjoyed the show.

But be careful, you are stepping deep into my mind....and my mind is dangerous.

What Song to Send My Son

My son started a playlist, Stuff For Dad, and I will be adding my favorite song to my playlist for him: Songs For My Son!
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/12nIvKWCZjLmkCT3P7thTs?go=1&sp_cid=33aa309d6095d2385931fc99b2b20587&utm_source=embed_player_p&utm_medium=desktop

Every week, I have to choose one song and tell you about it. And you, Dear Reader, tell me your favorite song in the comments, and feel free to try to change my mind.
Will this ever get easy?

No, but I won't back down....if you know what I mean.
Please try to change my mind! (if I still have one)

Playlists

Youtube Playlist.

All these gems were added to this week´s YouTube playlist.
All Midnight Gems Playlist can be found here

Spotify Playlist:

The Spotify playlist might not capture the whole show, but it is meant to represent it as well as Spotify makes it possible:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6Fdbt4ru34tyNlKC83FE2E?go=1&sp_cid=33aa309d6095d2385931fc99b2b20587

Tag List

If you want a weekly reminder, just put "Tag List" in the comments!
Thank Goodness you made it to the end...but stay tuned, there is a new Gems Session each week.

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