Notes

Joji is the mood for the evening, I’m so upset I’m listening to him and my heart is being ripped out piece by piece and I don’t know if it will fully mend. I think I have genuine trust issues, most importantly a therapy session should be duly scheduled for me. Signed Management.

“LEARN TO LOVE THE SOUND OF YOUR FEET WALKING AWAY FROM THINGS NOT MEANT FOR YOU”

Saw this somewhere and I got upset again, while the quote makes a lot of sense it’s cause that one is supposed to traverse the earth with tiny quotes as a manual to survive and stay sane in this wicked world.

Anyways music has a way to exhume catharsis, which is a purgation of emotions. I could be fine one minute and the next I’m curled up in pain, not being able to breathe. I’ve accepted that music will make and break me.