Black Hole

I have been in and out of a black hole 
I basically crawled my way out 
And I have no plans of going back in 
I will find my way 
In this sea of hurt 
I will ride the waves until I’m able to sail it

Have you ever been in a black hole 
where you think death is better than life itself 
where being numb is the best you can hope for? 
I’ve been there 

Days merge into nights 
mornings are bad 
nights are worse 
your nightmares are the only thing that keeps you grounded 
then you know at least you’re alive. 
I’ve been there 

love is like a circle 
there’s no easy way to end 
my heart stopped beating 
my chest stopped rattling 
I move at a dizzying pace 
to reclaim my sanity. 

Have you ever been in a black hole 
where you think death is better than life itself 
where being numb is the best you can hope for? 
I’ve been there.