3rd

Today was terrible 
my mind was everywhere 
I can’t do this anymore. 
I'm tired. I prayed. I’m fed up. 
I have a lot to say but I’ll just keep it simple, I may not have had the easiest life growing up but I was comfortable 
I guarded my heart because I knew it would be easily tampered with, 
I lost my son and I lost myself in the process 
maybe that’s when it all began 
i closed off my heart and willed it to harden 
but like a flower it blossomed at the first sight of love 
it opened and opened till like an elastic it couldn’t return 
the stretch was unimaginable 
and when it cut it hurt 
how did the Egyptians feel when they got fhr 10 plagues? 
that is how this year has been 
plague after plague 

Today was terrible 
my mind was everywhere 
I can’t do this anymore. 
I'm tired. I prayed. I’m fed up.