Emotional Crossroad

I find myself in a place I never anticipated, Consumed by an insatiable yearning for us to be together, my heart once jubilant, now quivers with aching desire. But now, as I stand on the precipice of what might be, I question if it's truly the perfect hour, Lost in a bewildering labyrinth of emotions, my inner strength wanes, leaving me vulnerable and adrift.


I fervently pray, not only for your sake but for mine as well, imploring the heavens not to allow my actions to cause pain, For in this tempest of emotions, I'm caught in the unrelenting downpour of doubt and fear, drenched in uncertainty. I cling to the hope that I can mend the frayed threads of my heart, seeking to master its wild commotion, To find a semblance of stability amidst this tumultuous sea of feelings, and ultimately bring closure to this innermost devotion.

Conflicted thoughts, like relentless shadows, plague the corners of my shallow mind's domain, Yet, with unwavering determination, I strive to rise above these internal storms, to scrub away the stubborn stains on my self-esteem. In time, I yearn to be whole once more, to rediscover the hidden treasure of my self-worth, And to liberate myself from the shackles of this emotional chaos, buried deep within me, as I embark on a journey toward self-renewal and inner peace.