My Epistle

Who am I supposed to be
I despise me
I do not even recognize myself
The things I refuse myself to feel
About love
After all,
I worry that we will grow apart
All the important stuff I want to have are those ones I can't afford or buy
Love ran towards me and demanded to be felt
And what did I do 
I ignored it
And I have finally come to accept the reality that there are a lot of bad people in this world
That thing called Power
I will climb up that ladder
Time, dedication, and consistency are what it will cost 
Someday everything the sun touches will be mine
I am young 
I will take more risks
I will treat everyone I come across nicely
Why
They are all part of the plan
Connections and relationships are everything

Everything will be fine someday . That i believe