Memories

Sometimes I go down the memory lane and lots of thoughts fly in.
It’s been four years since we missed him.
Though it still seems like it was just yesterday 
But that’s just how we are feeling.
In a twinkle of an eye, he left us 
It was as if we were all dreaming. 
It was hard to believe that it happened to us
So sad but it’s just a temporary world we are living in.
I was so sick, I thought it was just an illness 
Not knowing my body saw someone important was gradually leaving.
That night I heard my sister shout at the top of her voice
And I thought “is this really happening?”
Did I just lose my Dad to death?
Or am I just dreaming?
Dad was gone.
I ran to the hospital late at night 
From the reception, I heard my Mom’s voice 
She was crying.
 I felt more heartbroken.
I went in and saw my Dad covered from head to toes.
And I thought “is this how it ends?”
A very sad memory. 
I feel heartbroken as I’m writing this..
Rest In Peace Pops
Always in my heart ❤️